hmm.... sedap.... wanna have some of it? me and my aunt baked some pineapple tarts. very nice... that is if you love to eat pineapple tarts. hahahaha... i don't really fancy pineapple tarts though.

wah syok man today. was out practically the whole day. woke up at 8:00am. then went to play badminton at 9:00am. played with one of my primary friend near my house for an hour. it was really nice having to sweat again. after that go yam cha for another hour. rush back to bathe and got to rush to town centre to meet my god-aunt at 1pm sharp. go there jalan-jalan lor till about 2pm. on the way back met another of my primary friend in the lrt. chat throughout the journey. so happen i drove to the lrt station so i dropped my friend at his house. from there i went to my god-aunt's parents house in old klang road. sat there till 5pm. once i reach home, not long after that drove to careffour sri petaling coz my aunt wants to visit the cross-stich shop. then came home and play badminton again. played for half an hour. later around 7pm went to restaurant talipon for dinner. sat there for almost 2 hours. immediately after that, stop by at the pasar malam. after that then come back home lor. then my little bro ask me to play with him lantern. so i pun terpaksa lar. what a tiring day.

today is the day to collect my grandfather's ashes. i still can't imagine that my grandfather who use to be active and still be able to drive when he is 70 years old is now gone... gone forever... but he's never gone in my heart. he's always there, deep down inside my heart.

we went to Port Klang to release his ashes into the sea. this way he is free to travel where ever he wants to coz all seas are connected. we sat a boat to the middle of the sea and there we say a little prayer and the ashes are released into the sea. after releasing, we saw a bird flew above the spot where the ashes were released. the bird flew round and round the spot. i think my grandfatehr is trying to tell us something.

even in the church, there's also a bird that flew in and sat on the 'cross' throughout the ceremony. when the ceremony ends, the bird flew out itself. and on the 1st day of the ceremony, a pair of bird went into my aunt's room. i called her aunt coz she's my grandfather's another's wife's daughter. she said the bird flew into her bedroom and it went to her sons room too. i think this are all signs... showing us that he's now in peace. this is one ceremony i can never forget.

today got up pretty early to go to the church to pay my last respect to my late grandfather. as usual say some prayers and blessing. each of us are given a stalk of flower to be put into his coffin and say our own prayers to him. later again follow by more prayers and blessing.

at about 12pm, his coffin was taken to kampung tunku, PJ for cremation. this is the part which is hard to bear in seeing his body being burned. this is the saddest of all. just imagine, you will not be able to see your love one anymore in a physical manner.

just now i went to mid valley to ease myself. i didn't really feel like shopping though. don't really have the same mood i used to. maybe i'm just to tired. and furthermore i'm driving and it's a massive jam out there. i'm really tired today.

Monday, August 25, 2003

i didn't sleep well last night. i even left the church early coz i could stand the emotional surrounding. i couldn't stop my tears. so, my mum ask me to leave early to get some sleep. i practically cried myself to sleep. during that moment i feel like talking to someone about it. pour my feelings to someone. but in the end i didn't call anyone at all and i ended up 'smsing' a friend of mine whom i jz knew. i pour my feelings to him. he's a nice friend. it really did help a lot. thank you so much!! you know who you are...

i woke up at 5:30am. i couldn't sleep. so i decided to watch some VCD's to amuse myself. i ended up watching Bruce Almighty. after the show i eel so sleepy. i went back to bed to take a short nap before i go to the church again to say some prayers.

as you guys know that my grandmother is also sick, we really don't know how to tell her bout my grandfather. we slowly approach her and tell her that my grandfather is now gone forever. he passed away peacefully and he wasn't in pain when he passed away. he's eyes were closed when he leave this world. we were all sobbing when we told her bout my grandfather. my mum even ask me to get ready the 'minyak angin' just incase she passed out coz she did passed out when my great-grandmother passed away. surprisingly she has no reaction about it. it's not that she don't love my grandfather or what... but it's just that she's forgetful and blur. she's not as alert as before. so we asked her whether does she wants to see my grandfather, at 1st she says yes... then later she say no... so, my mother think it's the best for her not to go due to her conditon.

at night we did say some prayers and we sang some songs. i cried most during that time. it's really difficult to hold back your tears when the sad songs are being played. my eyes are really swollen. i stayed there till the ceremony ends. i was so tired when i came home. i slept easily. you guys are able to view my grandfather's obituary in The Star newspaper at page 55 and New Straits Times.

i'm feeling really really sad today. the saddest day of my life. my grandfather just passed away peacefully at 11:30am. i don't know what to say further.... really really sad. he passed away due to cancer. he has been in pain during the past few days. glad he's in peace now. GOODBYE my dear Grandfather!! LOVE YA!!!

syok man today. went to watch 'The Medillion' starring Jackie Chan. it's a action packed movie but damn funny. if you guys have watched it... i like the part when he kena cucuk with a knife many many times. it's really darn funny. it's worth watching. you guys should go catch that movie.

at last i've watched the 'good times, bed times'. i watch it on VCD. didn't go to cinema to watch it. the movie isn't very nice. it's not worth watching over the cinema. actually i watch it because of Louis Koo sake. hehehe...

phew! i really stink today. brought my aunt to Pudu market. yes, that's right.. the wet market in Pudu. can't believe i ended up there. suppose to bring my aunt to sg. wang but ended up in a wet market. as usual, bought a lot of food. 2 big bag full of food. it's so heavy. my aunt bought funny funny kind of food. i've seen orange carrot before. i've also seen white carrot. (the chinese called it pak lo bak). but have you seen a green carrot? how bout a red round carrot? well, i haven't seen that before. it was my 1st time seeing those 2 kinds of carrot.

today she cooked a weird fish. the fish is black and red in colour. i haven't seen that fish b4. it taste nice. she also don't know what's the name of the fish. the other day she bought a 'chicken fish'. that fish doesn't have scale. can you believe it?? a fish without scales?? it only has a layer of skin. you know... like chicken skin. the skin is grey in colour. that skin have to be peeled off and it's flesh is white in colour. it really tasted like chicken. what a weird kind of fish.

and guess what. we are so geram at that taxi fella. we took a taxi home from market. that stupid taxi fella ask us to put our groceries in the car boot. so we did what he say coz we scared we'll dirty the car seat. when we reach home. i saw the meter reads RM8.10. and guess how much that fella charged us?? RM9.20. so i ask him lar.. apesal he charged us so expensive when the meter reads RM8.10. you know what that fella says? he say the extra RM1 is to put the things in the car boot. we were like.. what??? car boot got to rent wan arr?? RM1 for just to put the things in the car boot?? we'll i don't know whether we need to pay that extra RM1 to put things in a taxi boot. i seldom seat taxi wan. i'm Intrakota kind of person. hehehe... we have no choice but to pay that amount of money. when my parents came home i told them about that taxi incident. my parents say there's no such thing as paying them RM1 just to put things in the car boot. ish..ish.. so geram...

very very tired. that's all i can say for now. got up at 7:00am. went to PJ with my aunt. went there to lepak. then took a bus to chinatown. there again lepak. bought lots of things. we walked almost the whole of chinatown. bought some luggage bags, clothings, VCD's, and not forgetting foods. bought really lots of raw food especially vegetarian food coz my aunt want to bring them back to UK to distribute to her friends.

at first we don't know where to buy raw vegetarian food, went around chinatown to search for it. then so happen we came accross a vegetarian restaurant. they ask us to go to Pudu area. that's where their supplies of food come from. so we ask for the direction of the whereabout of the shop. we took a bus there. and again the hunting game is on. go around asking those people there. at last we found that particular shop. bought about RM300 worth of raw vegetarian food. hahahaha.... well, to her the things here are cheap. she's earning in pounds. so RM300 to her is like spending 50pounds. we stuff all of those food into the luggage bag we bought earlier. we look like tourist. hahaha...

later on the way home we are too tired to take a bus home. furthermore we are carring so many things. so we decided to take a cab home. right in front of our doorstep. don't need to walk. hehehe... came home about 4.30pm.

later at night went to pasar malam. bought some stuff there. came home so tired and sweaty. so got to bathe once more. looks like i've been out the whole day.

it was such a tiring day. spent almost the whole day outside. got up at 7:30am coz my aunt wants to renew her IC. then after that went shopping. she bought a lot of things. she really shop man. whatever i want she'll buy for me. but i'm not so bad lar... of course some of the things i'll decline. but having this type of aunt is really cool! but too bad she'll be staying here for only 3 weeks.

later at night, i brought her to pasar malam. she bought so many things to eat. it's like ages she haven't tasted malaysian food. we struggle to finish the food she boughtcoz it can't be kept till tomorrow. our stomach is so bloated. guess i'll put on a few pounds. got to go on diet when she goes back. hahaha...

yahoo!!! at last the movie i was dying to watch is finally being aired in cinemas nationwide. if you have been reading my blog then you'll know what movie i was reffering to. it's suppose to be ban by the government but lastly it was approved to be aired. the movies i was mentioning abuot is 'Good Times, Bed Times' but now the title has been changed to 'In Love With You'. can't wait to catch that movie. so anyone of you who are free to watch that movie with me? hehehe...

oh yeah.. remember i thold you guys that i met them in cheras leisure mall?? well, here are some snapshots of them. check it out at http://www.geocities.com/christina_1304/goodtimes.html

my aunt came back from london today. haven't met her for more than 10 years. it was nice to finally meet her again. i bet this is my best holiday ever. i can just sense it. but too bad i have another half a month to go before my semester starts. sob..sob..

sigh... really darn tired lar me today. almost the whole day been doing housework. dong it non-stop man. didn't even had my lunch and i only had half a 'pau' for breakfast. the time really flies when you are busy doing something... now my house is really clean. especially my own room. hahaha... i really clean every corner of it. but i bet one week later it will be dirty again. hehehehe... now only i have time to rest. sigh....

my grandma was discharged from the hospital after about a week. spent about 2 hours just to get her discharged. then later my mum dump me in college coz she need to get back to work. there, luckily i met a friend (which i haven't met b4 only chated with him through icq). well, it's actually my friend's friend. one of my primary friend's friend. we've been studying in the same college also we didn't meet each other until today. he's a nice friend. he purposely stay back to meet me and teman me till 5.30pm for my mom to come and fetch me. luckily he is willing to accompany me from 3pm - 5.30pm. if not i really don't know what to do during that few hours in college. i got to say a big thank you to him. hehehe....

went to Mid Valley again... it seems that i have no other place to go. went there the whole day and just came back at 9:30pm. stuck in the jam for about half an hour outside mid valley. well, luckily i wasn't the one who is driving. hehehe... today basically did some window shopping. didn't buy any thing much. no nice clothings to buy. anyway, i'm almost broke. no more $$$ liao. you know lar.. holiday mana ada pocket money. furthermore didn't work. somemore how to tahan till end of this month before my next semester starts. sigh... padan muka lar.. don't want to work. now running on low budget. sigh...

later at night.. guess where my friend and i go lepak. i bet you can't guess where it is. went and lepak at a LRT station. spent there close to an hour. cool eh!! well, actually we went there to wait for my friend's sister to arrive after work. wait and wait after an hour only she turned up. what a place to lepak. hahaha....

grawsh.... i got an awakening call this morning at 5:30am. it was a call from my gramdma's nursing home. she was being sent to the University Hospital on an ambulance. she has difficulty in breathing, blood pressure was low and she was unconscious. i immediately woke my mother up. she got a fright too. after that i couldn't sleep well. after rolling and turning on the bed finally manage to sleep and i woke up at 12pm. and i pulak kena marah from my mum form waking up so late. sigh... what to do.... can't sleep mar.. so get up later lor... but now my grandmother seem to be feeling better. didn't have the chance to visit her yet.

i'm so bored at home. HELP ME!!! all i did the whole day is staring at the computer. i have nothing to do at home. i want to go shopping but i don't want to go alone. all my friends seems to be busy doing their own things. so, i'm stuck at home all alone. carnival sale has started and yet i'm still here... at home... sob...sob... i wanna go shopping, i wanna go shopping!!!!

argh... geram betul lar me yesterday. can't login to the Internet Explorerer. but i was surprised that i manage to login to my icq. only my icq. sigh... wonder what's wrong. ask so many of my friends but they also don't know what's wrong. now okie laready that's why i can update my blog now.

yesterday i spent my whole day at the hospital. from Assunta Hospital to University Hospital. i accompany my grandmother for check-up in Assunta Hospital, the the doctor there pulak ask her to be admitted to the hospital. so my mother thought of sending her to University Hospital coz the medication cost is cheaper but got to wait very long. it's a government hospital what you expect.

but thank God that she don't need to be admitted to the hospital. before this she's been vomitting for the past few weeks. the Assunta hospital doc suspects that it might be due to her kidney failure that causes her to vomit. but then the doc in University Hospital said it might be caused by the medication that she's been taking. so that doc changed her medication. now she's feeling better already.

today she ate well. she has a great appetite today. guess she's getting better.

today will be a busy day for me. it seems there's a load of work for me to do. first got to mop the floor lar, wash the car lar, then go to my grandparent's house to wait for the TV man to come to get another extension for the Astro. then got to rush to PJ to collect my hamper i won past few months ago in the CLEO magazine worth RM177. it's a Ettusais hamper, a make up product. then after that got to ruch all the way back to Plaza Pheonix, Cheras for a badminton game. hopefully i won't be late. hehehe... will update more at the end of the day.

Thursday, July 31
i was so dissapointed today. supposed to go to Cheras Leisure Mall to watch Good Times, Bed Times, starring Louis Koo (my idol) Lau Ching Wan and Sammi Cheng. it supposed to be premiering on the 25th July 2003. but it seems that Malaysia had ban the movie. wonder why. what a waste coz Louis Koo and Lau Ching Wan came all the way down to KL just to promote the movie and now they say it's banned?? how can this be... later ended up watching heronic duo starring E-kin Cheng and Leon Lai. the movie is okie. kinda interesting and funny in some part. but no matter what.. i'm still not satisfied. go all the way there and don't get what i wanted. sigh....