yahoo!!! at last streamyx has arrived to my house. now i can go online 24/7 hehehe.... so you guys will see me more often online. but at the end of the day i don't find it interesting. it's kinda bored ssatying online the whole day. nothing much you can do though. but having streamx is better. at least i don't get nagging from my mother for spending so much time online cost of the big fat bill that arrived at the end of the month. hehehe.. now i can chat all i want but provided my brother are not using. he has a priority of using the computer coz he is the one who pays for the streamyx bill. what to do... the one who pays is the one who has the power!!! ;)

It is really weird. I dreamt of my grandmother last night. I dreamt that she's back home and she's sitting on a wheelchair outside the garden enjoying the scenery. Well, as you know that my grandmother is sick. she been staying in a nursing home in Jalan Gasing, PJ for about 3 months now. She didn't even come back home once since that day she was admitted to the hospital. And in my dream I was kneeling in front of her, hugging her and I was actually crying. In real life and also in my dream. I was so scared that something happened to her.

In the morning I went to visit her in the nursing home. She looks fine. I was glad. She ate well too. Although the past few weeks she been vomiting. This is scary man. I hope I don't get the same dream tonight. She’s the next closest family member besides my parents and brothers. i really love her very much.

To tell you a lil bit more... I’m actually very manja towards her. She seldom... very seldom scolds me. Usually during my holiday I would go to her house (which is 5 minutes away from my house) to accompany her. Help her to cook, do some laundry and some house-cleaning and not forgetting help her to bath the dog. I really had a great time together. We even watch astro Wah Lai Toi together. Whenever I miss any episode she'll tell the summary of the day story. Sometimes she even recorded it just for me. And every time my mother will always sort of scold her for recording the shows for me. But yet she still records it secretly.

I really miss her very much. Sometimes I dare not even go and visit her coz I don't want to see her in this condition. Wish she could get well soon and come home as soon as possible. But I know there's a very small chance that it will happen. I hope there's a miracle. I love you grandma. I really do....

Me feel kinda lonely today. Another of my friend is leaving KL to study overseas. She’ll be in Melbourne, Australia. Sigh… wish I could go overseas. In fact many of my close friends are in overseas now. I bet I’ll miss her. I hope she reads this coz I want to thank her for accompanying me throughout this holiday. Without her I bet my holiday will be really bored and dull. And thanks again for the trip to Genting. It’s really fun there. I’ve enjoy to the fullest. :)

At about 1.15pm I reached cheras leisure mall. Looking for the particular stage at the concourse level. Haven’t been to leisure mall for ages. Finally, I found the stage. There are thousands of people surrounding the place. Even the escalator is packed with people. I’m trying to squeeze myself in to get a better view. Finally found a spot. Although it’s not the best view but I’m satisfied with it.

The clock is ticking. My heart is beating. Tick tok.. tick tok… goes the clock. Time is getting closer, and closer, and closer. At last it’s 1.30pm. But nothing happen. With extreme patient… I waited longer. Tick tok… tick tok… goes the clock again. Finally at about 2pm the announcer appeared. Heart pounding… heart racing. But it was just a false alarm. A little game begins. I gave no interest in it. Can’t wait for it to end.

Finally it ended and everyone started screaming and hollering HIS name. My heart was really pounding fast. Faster than ever. There HE is, standing in front of my very own eyes. I can’t take my eyes off him. Feel like I’m dreaming. He’s standing tall and proud right in front of my eyes. Can’t afford to blink. Not even a second. HE took my breath away. My heart was melting. Aww… isn’t he sweet. I wish I don’t need to share HIM with thousand of fans out there. I’m being selfish here. I wanted HIM all by myself.

Well, without keeping you all in further suspense, wanna know who is HE??? The guy who took my breath away and made my heard melt is definitely Louis Koo Tin Lok. Hahaha… did anyone of you guess it right. Bet not!!! He’s really darn cute leh. I’m glad I manage to meet him in person. So anyone of you wanna join me to catch his latest movie, Good times, Bed times?? It’s premiering on the 25th July 2003.

hehehe... went to mid valley again. but this time with another of my friend. well, i think i went there almost every week. i bought a pair of sports shoes though. this friday jusco mid valley is having a member's day. sigh... too bad i can't go. i got to stay at home to keep an eye on the contractor. my dad's changing the whole toilet. sort of revenovating the whole toilet. so if next time you guys stop by at my home remember to visit the toilet. hehehe...

went up to genting yesterday with 3 of my secondary classmate. have lots of fun up there. just came back today. very very tiring. I can never forget the dinner we had in Genting. It was sumptuous. Never had a dinner like this before. We had shark fin soup for starters. Then comes the abalone with mushroom followed by some chicken, oysters and prawn, fried rice, mee, fruits and lastly ‘shuit kap’ in Cantonese. I don’t know what it called in English. It’s a cheaper version compare to bird nest. It’s a frog lung I think. Very nutrition according to them especially for complexion.

But too bad we couldn’t go outdoor theme park coz it’s very misty outside. So, there’s no point paying to go outdoor when you can’t even play the rides there. So, we stayed indoor. It was pretty rush though. We stayed there 2 days 1 night. Reach there at 2pm and came down at 3.30pm. many things we didn’t do there. For example we plan to play bowling, q-bowling, visit the snow house and the haunted house. Guess next time.

sigh... pretty tiring today. went and play badminton in the evening. played for bout 1 1/2 hours. really really tiring but good exercise though. i guess i lost some pounds. hehehe.... nothing much really happend today. but currently i'm staying a night in my friend's house. this is my 1st time man. it's so nice.

yahoo!!! got my salary liao. but the cheque i got was only RM180. i'm supposed to get RM540. i was shocked when i received that cheque. i thought kena potong gaji. phew... luckily it's not. the other half will be banked into my account. immediately after getting my cheque hehehe.. went shopping. went to mid valley and followed by sg. wang. it was a tiring day. but i didn't buy anything except for a blank CD. hahaha.. i was surprised myself too. LOL. but i was glad that i didn't spend much today. oh yeah... i made my very own vanilla ice-cream yesterday but i tasted it today. to tell you the truth.. it really tak boleh makan. yeah yeah yeah.. laugh all you can. it's not that it tasted horrible or what but it's just that it's too sweet. really really sweet. i really follow closely to the recipe but wonder what went wrong. sigh.. so dissapointed....

hahaha... guess what i did the whole day today. i've been watching again the korean movie - autumn in my heart a.k.a endless love. borrowed the whole set of VCD from a friend of mine. aww... i really like that lead korean actor. he's real name is Song Seung Hun. wanna get a glimpse of him. well, view this site http://www.tvseriesfans.com/forums/showthread.php?&threadid=2384. he's so handsome and caring. wish i could have a bro or a bf just like him. the more i watch the show the more i like him. the show is so sad.. really really sad.. cried throughout the whole show. :( well, got to continue watching the show... hehehe

sigh.. pretty boring this few days. stayed at home doing nothing. called the job agency to look for job.. but sigh... no luck in getting a job. no one wants to hire me. so sad.. furthermore this few days i'm really broke. haven't get my salary from my previous job. furthermore will be going to mid valley tomorrow and will surely spent somemore. sigh... what other activities can i do that doesn't require spending money?? any ideas?? if do, let me know kay....