It was really really awkward last night. But I know I need to do something. I need to know the truth. I need to tell him. But I already know the conclusion. Probably I just need to hear it from him himself. And the truth is out. The truth really hurts. Well, at least I know the answers.

Now I really don’t know how to approach him. Guess, I will try my best not to see him anymore. I just lost my appetite these few days. And I am really down. Whatever I do seem to be meaningless. But I sure do have lots of fun when we are together.

Mr Y, thanks for being there for me. I really appreciate you lending your ears to me. I know we are both equally hurt, but your comfort is really appreciated greatly. Thanks for accompanying me today. I will be alright. These things comes and go. Let’s just hope that both of us will find our true love someday. Probably it’s just not the right timing yet. Maybe both of us can find our true love this Saturday? I’m glad you are able to join me this Saturday. Let’s just let our hair down this Saturday. Drink till we are drunk and start a new one again. We are gonna be having so much fun this Saturday.